WARNING !
this post might be so long and so bored. this is came from a bottom of my heart, how I feel, but i know nobody will never understand, and I cant explained.
I am a hotelier, specifically : reservation person who work on back office. It might be a simple task after all, just accept call, receive booking, update new booking, assist guest through telephone. yes it is quite easy to handle people though online, rather than handle people face to face. for sure when you working with people, it was freaking stress to handle various types of people behaviors.
But, this is not a main subject of the topic i wanna shared. I just wanna share a darkside of being a hotelier, especially for Muslim. it is like
"berkat ke gaji aku ni?"
"aku dah kira bersubahat ka buat benda haram ni?"
this word keep haunting me so many times and i am so stress. ye la aku ni bukan la baik sangat. ada ja kisah silam zaman jahiliah aku. but now makin dah dewasa dah matang Allah dah bagi akal fikiran untuk berfikir secara rasional, so use your brain wisely. I am beauty with brain. eh
1) 30% - 40% revenue hotel are come from 'bapak ayam'. yes this hotel that i've work are providing several room or maybe one floor just for this kind of activity. there have a club in front of this hotel and yeah dah mabuk mesti cari port nak bermanja pulak kan. then there were 2 guys will come to take a card key room, then divided to their customers. And i know who they are. even aku tak buat booking, but still i got my salary based on this activity. so once again i wanna ask uols, berkat ka gaji aku?
2) I received a phone call from guest room, asking for make up room and yet tell me "cepat sikit yea suruh housekeeping datang kemas. customers i dah nak sampai ni". and yeah the call come from that bapak ayam. I was confuse, should i call housekeeping to clean the room before the project or should i keep quiet? guys can you feel me? i call housekeeping then at the same times i helping that ayam untuk memudahkan kerja depa nak beromen. wtf am i doing.
3) again i receive an order to sent a beer to guest. guys aku dah rasa aku kerja pelayan night club receive order then ask steward to sent beer to guests. kalau air mineral okay lagi la ni arak kot.
4) guest call me to make a room booking. after all he tell me, "I wanna have some private party there or maybe sex party. so make sure no ambush on that night". wth why you tell me are you invite me to go to your sex party huh? tak pasai aku dah bukak jalan untuk maksiat extravaganza. At the moment i was thinking to call Jabatan Agama Islam or polis or bomba or maybe tok kadi tok imam tok siak tokwan toknek buat ambush.
see guys, berkat ka rezeki aku nak kerja kalau buat macam ni? eventhough I am not so a good girl, but yet still thinking about blessing from Allah, blessing from my parents. just imaging, with this money i got, i used for my family. willing you do that for your own family? aku tak sanggup guys even i was in desperate condition. i was afraid at the moment Allah will asking me " how you used your mind that i give to you and how come you can't differentiate between good and bad?".
well this is just my 2cents. just my point of view. no harm. sorry for bahasa rojak. acah berlagak speaking even i know my english was bad but keep trying to improve your english languages guys.
sincere deep from my heart.